Frustrated
I’m going to rant on and on. Today my theme is anguish. Haha, guess I need a vent to express all those frustration and hatred kept inside me.
The past week was horrid. Range was horrid, and the only break in between was horrid as we ended up shifting everything in our garage to another place (which is a lot of things considering that my garage is easily the size of 4 BMT bunks combined together ++). Range was crap. Ok, I admit I shot pathetically terrible too, but the day shoot was thanks to a combination of Mr RSM and his spider sense as well as the lousy planning and management of Trunk 2. Not enough bullets for reshoot. Joke. Not enough bullets for everyone to shoot on the same day?? Even bigger joke. What a screwed up range. Argh, that means I need to attach out for another range. This time I’m gonna shoot like nobody’s business man.
Hmm, that means tomorrow most probably is rifle-cleaning day. Oh well, its fine with me considering how dirty my gun must have become after shooting for 2 days. Anyway, next week is training of new specs, and I don’t like it cause it means bigfoot is about the corner that means I have to work and I hate to work. And the specs are coming back too. Horrible. Totally not good. Gone are my happy days of laughter and fun. Hopefully my range coincides with BF.
Well, I’m super impressed that for someone who is so pissed, I still manage to remain so calm, so composed, and even have the mood to buy a XBOX. Haha. That’s one of my few accomplishments this weekend. Well, but Halo type of games are not for me. They give me headaches. Guess I just burnt a hole for the siblings to enjoy. Sigh~ Why can’t my sis and bro buy things for me to enjoy. It seems to me that I am always buying back good stuff for them to enjoy. CDs, VCDs, Consoles, Games and now even d/ls. Haiz. ARGH~
Sometimes I wish there is somebody by my side for me to vent all this negative energy out. But I feel that I will be hurting him, and cause him to have a bad time. Nay. I will rather suffer alone then to have the whole world suffering with me.
It seems to me that weekends are being superficially boring these days. Maybe I’m wrong cause I already got plans literally from next week all the way up to 1 month later. Haha. Sounds happening? So? I don’t even know whether those days will be as fun and as enjoyable as I hope things will be.
I’m now broke, lonely and sad. Irritated as well. Ha. Hopefully things will change for the better.
Truthfully speaking, I’m much better already. In fact, NUFC victory brightened up my week. Just that I was disappointed that Real lost to Barca. But still, the best team won. I am already looking forward and thinking of ways to spend my next weekend. =P
The past week was horrid. Range was horrid, and the only break in between was horrid as we ended up shifting everything in our garage to another place (which is a lot of things considering that my garage is easily the size of 4 BMT bunks combined together ++). Range was crap. Ok, I admit I shot pathetically terrible too, but the day shoot was thanks to a combination of Mr RSM and his spider sense as well as the lousy planning and management of Trunk 2. Not enough bullets for reshoot. Joke. Not enough bullets for everyone to shoot on the same day?? Even bigger joke. What a screwed up range. Argh, that means I need to attach out for another range. This time I’m gonna shoot like nobody’s business man.
Hmm, that means tomorrow most probably is rifle-cleaning day. Oh well, its fine with me considering how dirty my gun must have become after shooting for 2 days. Anyway, next week is training of new specs, and I don’t like it cause it means bigfoot is about the corner that means I have to work and I hate to work. And the specs are coming back too. Horrible. Totally not good. Gone are my happy days of laughter and fun. Hopefully my range coincides with BF.
Well, I’m super impressed that for someone who is so pissed, I still manage to remain so calm, so composed, and even have the mood to buy a XBOX. Haha. That’s one of my few accomplishments this weekend. Well, but Halo type of games are not for me. They give me headaches. Guess I just burnt a hole for the siblings to enjoy. Sigh~ Why can’t my sis and bro buy things for me to enjoy. It seems to me that I am always buying back good stuff for them to enjoy. CDs, VCDs, Consoles, Games and now even d/ls. Haiz. ARGH~
Sometimes I wish there is somebody by my side for me to vent all this negative energy out. But I feel that I will be hurting him, and cause him to have a bad time. Nay. I will rather suffer alone then to have the whole world suffering with me.
It seems to me that weekends are being superficially boring these days. Maybe I’m wrong cause I already got plans literally from next week all the way up to 1 month later. Haha. Sounds happening? So? I don’t even know whether those days will be as fun and as enjoyable as I hope things will be.
I’m now broke, lonely and sad. Irritated as well. Ha. Hopefully things will change for the better.
Truthfully speaking, I’m much better already. In fact, NUFC victory brightened up my week. Just that I was disappointed that Real lost to Barca. But still, the best team won. I am already looking forward and thinking of ways to spend my next weekend. =P
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