Endless Road
The truth is tearing up my heart
I can't recognize this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can't even find a stranger this time
Why am i still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Every time i ask if this would be the last
Why am i still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather but it just draws me deeper
How do i get out of this I think i never will
A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding pathdown my face
Till i begin to taste the bitterness inside
I’m thinking that this song resonates strongly with how I’m feeling right now. Ok, maybe not totally but enough for me to listen to this song 10 times. WHY??? I think I’m really stuck in a tunnel, a dark endless road that just keeps on going and going, without any light to shine my way. I guess its time that the sun rises and shines down on this road. I don’t see the point carrying on being in the shadows. I mean, time is really running out, and before long there will be a break and I really do not know how things will work out… Just give me a chance…or at least know the situation that I am in so that I can assess. But then, I guess there’s always this feeling that won’t go away…
Anyway the past week was totally horrible. It totally wasn’t like the first week of work, in fact, it was like everyone all cramming for exams. But you know what, the exams may be around the corner but I don’t see the holidays anywhere near. That is how horrible things are like right now over at my place. And the best part is, somebody purposely just want to force us to be stretched to our limits. What in the world! The best part is that he has the greatest to lose when things are screwed up, and they already are.
It’s tough working for people who are stingy like mad, and who just care about themselves. Wah lao!!! The more I think the more pissed I am. If a piece of paper hurts so much, then I’m sure an hour hurts to the core!!! On top of that, all the office politics are driving me crazy. A new New Year resolution has just appeared: I shall be frank from now on. When I’m pissed, I should show it. When I love you, I will tell you. IS there a need for us to hide all these?
I can't recognize this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can't even find a stranger this time
Why am i still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Every time i ask if this would be the last
Why am i still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather but it just draws me deeper
How do i get out of this I think i never will
A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding pathdown my face
Till i begin to taste the bitterness inside
I’m thinking that this song resonates strongly with how I’m feeling right now. Ok, maybe not totally but enough for me to listen to this song 10 times. WHY??? I think I’m really stuck in a tunnel, a dark endless road that just keeps on going and going, without any light to shine my way. I guess its time that the sun rises and shines down on this road. I don’t see the point carrying on being in the shadows. I mean, time is really running out, and before long there will be a break and I really do not know how things will work out… Just give me a chance…or at least know the situation that I am in so that I can assess. But then, I guess there’s always this feeling that won’t go away…
Anyway the past week was totally horrible. It totally wasn’t like the first week of work, in fact, it was like everyone all cramming for exams. But you know what, the exams may be around the corner but I don’t see the holidays anywhere near. That is how horrible things are like right now over at my place. And the best part is, somebody purposely just want to force us to be stretched to our limits. What in the world! The best part is that he has the greatest to lose when things are screwed up, and they already are.
It’s tough working for people who are stingy like mad, and who just care about themselves. Wah lao!!! The more I think the more pissed I am. If a piece of paper hurts so much, then I’m sure an hour hurts to the core!!! On top of that, all the office politics are driving me crazy. A new New Year resolution has just appeared: I shall be frank from now on. When I’m pissed, I should show it. When I love you, I will tell you. IS there a need for us to hide all these?
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